Nobody reads my blog so its ok to post stupid thoughts :)

I just finished reading Wicked.. and I started on another book 5 minutes afterwards :) Chasing Harry Winston is the latest.. Well, I haven't finished the first two chapters yet but its good so far.

I love blogging even if no one reads this shit that i write everytime. I think that's much better because at least I can write anything I want to. Paying no mind to grammar and stuff. Just pure stress release.

My laptop saves me these days. From the monotony of doing nothing this sem break. But I enjoy doing nothing don't get me wrong. Especially when the thought of classes starting next week seeps in. Yes, my semestral break is only a week. One effin' week.

Enough with that!

Do you sometimes think that what you see, and hear doesn't match what you really feel? In my case yes. Or maybe I'm just paranoid. Yeah, I think I am. But who can blame this wounded girl who recently feels as if she's a 1 year old infant again, making her first baby steps. Holding on to a chair being careful not to stumble. But it's inevitable. The stumbling I mean. For it never so happened that an infant could walk like a professional supermodel. She will fall, cry, but never know in her heart that she did her best.

What the eff am I saying? Talking to myself again!

Shitty Layout

Couldn't fix it.. huhu :(

Ilocos :)

Summer! that's why i changed my photo. hehe :)

It's been crazy these past few months. I don't know how i survived but I'm so glad I did.

Went to Ilocos last Holy Week and had fun bonding with my family. Yeah, i sometimes think we are dysfunctional but what the heck, this time we're not! I slept the entire trip. What's new? Plus, I was still kinda' bangag from the booze fest the night before with my batchmates.

Dinner time came and we all found ourselves in the middle of Tarlac. We passed by this big place named Isdaan and we decided to eat there. Isdaan from afar was a pretty sight because of the lights scattered all over the place. Inside, it's like a fishing neighborhood filled with floating cottages and bamboo bridges. There were also neat statues of fishes, monkeys, Ninoy Aquino, Cory Aquino, the Golden Buddha, and a lot more. The food was okay. I loved the Chicken Tinupig, their specialty there. Its chicken wrapped in banana leaves and then roasted.

My cousin with Tita Cory and Cardinal Sin

Fish statue : so pretty :)
Buddha ala Thailand

We got tired just looking around! After that, next stop was Ilocos. Nothing much has changed there. Same pool, same pretty beach, same sun, we even rented the same beach cottage!

And of course, the trip won't be complete without Vigan :) Oh that scrumptious empanada at Insiang's!

Stupidity! This will never happen again..

I can't seem to get over this thing. This thought I mean. How stupid!! How stupid can I get??!! Why in this freakin' world did I not write that down on the credits??! gosh. Wish I don't get scolded for that. I can imagine how my mom feels about what I did. And when my dad finds out about this, think I'm dead. Sounds kinda' over-reacting but I really felt responsible for this. I wish ma and pa would understand. If only I could do something. I can't sleep too because of this.

Shake Your Groove Thang!

we are now in our HI class.. haay.. kinda boring..

Anyway, we are dancing Shake your groove thing for our production.. fun choreography by carmi.. :)

Im thinking of a costume for our band.. its fun to imagine.. hehe :)

I'm taking a break from studying. I have my compre's on Monday. Technically it's tomorrow. I'm kinda' not sure if I'm gonna pass. I have a feeling that exam will suck the life out of me. I'll get back to studying later.

I feel like doing something new. Other than the usual routine. Or just simply more than the usual. It's not that I'm not happy. I am happy. Very happy. I just want to explore more.

wasting time here. i'll post again soon.

I wish....

I really wish I could finish studying for my comprehensive exams this coming monday..

I really wish I could finish med school!!!!!

aaarrrgghhhh!!

Lapit n birthday ko..

Sana masaya..
Sana walang away..
Sana wlang away palagi..
Sana makasama ko lahat ng taong gsto ko makasama..
Sana wlang chance para sumimangot..
Sana tlga walang argumento..
Un lng nman wish ko..
Kahit wlang regalo..
Ayoko magsawa..
Ayoko mapagod..
Sana tlga..
Ibigay nyo n sakin 'tong araw n 'to..